sit down..

finally,at this time,less than 3 weeks before the concert,i finally learn finish the songs i m supposed to learn..and mind you,i only learnt them..the torturous part is memorising them..and that is supposed to be done by tml 6.30pm choir prac..how m i supposed to memorise 23 songs when i m not even sure if i m singing the correct notes..i dunno..but like something which popped up in my mind and i wrote as my msn nick,currently,my life is like this..

用力的生活，用侥幸生存

i thought of the back part first..because every choir prac is like a smoking session..i jus try my best to get unnoticed and try at least not to have clashing notes with my choir mates..that's the least that i shld do..once in a while i come in too early but only get noticed by the person standing beside me since my singing isn't that loud..what's the moral of the story?don't sing too loudly lest u amplify your mistakes..i mus say it is because of ppl with mindset like me that choir pracs are always crap..especially the first try of the song..my conductor explicitly said that he hates this kind of ppl who wan to smoke because there are so many ppl in our choir..but i can't seem to find a better way to survive thru this period..just let me survive till after the concert..

the 2nd part came to me when there was one day that i was quite concentrated on my work without any distractions to listen to songs and watch videos..i accomplished quite a lot(but just enough to survive only still) that day and finished what i m supposed to finish..this kind of days is rare and i m still waiting for another of this day to come to me..though i tink it should be coming because hols are ending(when u discount the prac hours of choir,both at home and sch) and i have done absolutely NOTHING.not kidding.i don't use this word and in caps for no reason.i mean what i say when i write(type) that.

i love my life..

p.s. o by the way the title is the disgusting song and last choir song i managed to learn over the past i dunno how many hours..with the distraction of SJ videos(as a relaxation time for me)..i simply cannot stand learning the song non-stop..o that's a pun!i cannot stand learning 'sit down'..

listening to(in my head,the alto part): Sit down by Frank Loesser