me who live when others sleep..

it's not like i want to, but they left me with no choice isn't it? they come in crowds and make a big mess out of everywhere and occupy all the space, so how can i do my cooking when they r there?so i can only do things when they r asleep, so that i can do things in peace,without any disturbance,and hopefully without needing to clean their mess. i m not really stressed abt being about people,i just dun wan to waste my time and energy to interact uselessly with them. feeling sleepy now..

it's all in the mind..

..or so i hope. having just eaten bread and banana and grapes and energy bar for the whole day, i m not in the right state of mind now. i dun even know what i want to do anymore. i want to eat nice stuff but i m too lazy to go out (and who wants to go out in the cold). i still have lots of lesson stuff to catch up by tomorrow 9.45am. i still have that parcel i didn't manage to get from DHL for some reason that might get sent to some faraway place for me to collect if i m not lucky (and most probably i m not lucky). gotta stop thinking inevitable stuff and get back to work. and trying to ignore my stomach's calling.