i want to be free..from myself

my life now is just a vicious cycle, from mindless slacking to sleepless nights doing stuff i m not even interested of and forcing me to write things i dun even believe of and trying to paraphrase what other people said so that it sounds like mine and trying to find where i 'stole' things from, to realise that other ppl steal things too and i can't find the real owner anymore.

stop it i m telling u!

i m going to finish this post in 1 minute, just want to vent out my frustration..STOP IT! stop telling me how busy you r. so u think u are the only busy one? u think your friends have less things to do because they don't take the modules u take and their FYP is 'more relaxed' than yours and yours is the most difficult and tedious one in the whole world? i m telling u, NO! people are taking on more stuff than u and having a much more difficult life than yours but they are not going around telling everyone how difficult their life is because they know others are going through the same thing. so stop acting like only u are busy and only u have the right to complain. stop acting like my life is so relaxed and i m slacking and having fun at home while u are slogging there. stop acting like u are the only one not having enough sleep (because i dun even get to sleep). damn it, feel like scolding bad words.