不用伪装的芦瑞希..

the most funny thing happened to me yesterday..i wanted to blog about it but was too tired to do so..haha..yesterday i went airport to send my friend off to cambridge..and then come back to nus hostel cos mid terms coming and i simply cannot study at home(too many distractions at home sweet home)..not that i m effective at hall..haha..but anyway as i was walking to clementi bus interchange from mrt,seriously thinking that the only bus back to nus is still available because there is f1 race yesterday..and then i went into the lift and suddenly a china woman stood in front of the door and placed her hands in a manner as though preventing me from escaping..she asked me a qn..and i struggled to try and decipher what she is trying to say..she repeated 3 times and i failed in understanding..then another guy who wanted to enter the lift answered her qn(and i finally understood the qn:how to go to boon lay)..

ok the funny/weird/angry part is coming..after the guy entered the lift and we were waiting for the lift to go down juz 1 floor,he talked to me-_-.."are you a guy or a girl?"(everything was conversed in mandarin by the way).."i thought she was trying to seduce you"..o my god..i couldn't believe my ears and i was like stunned for 5 seconds..so he thought i was trapped(and seduced) by that woman and supposedly wanted to save me..ok..i admit that i dress like a guy..as in t shirt and shorts and sandals..but i look like a girl ok!..though i was mistook for a guy by a hawker centre uncle,but that was because my hair was super short..my hair now is not that short ok!(though some ppl still say its short)..but anyway so we walked together to the interchange(seems like he is going that way too)..and then he told me how he thought i was a guy and he was stunned by that woman trying to seduce me..and i was like "i m a girl lah"..then he was like asking "do u have the adam's apple?"..is he stupid or is he stupid..i have repeated how many times that i m a girl lah!baka!..then as we were walking he was like asking me where i from where i going what's my name that sort of thing..i replied naturally though in my heart i m like thinking wat r u asking me this for..

ok the next fun part is coming..we reached the interchange and guess what?my last bus departed like half an hour ago(1130)..and i felt like i was deserted by SBS..it was the 1st time i miss the last bus..not knowing what to do,i followed that guy to his queue..he was like suggesting that i can take his bus too and then drop somewhere and change bus..but i m a complete idiot about the roads and buses in that area(clementi),so i dun dare to trust him and follow him..and i decided to walk back..luckily juz now when i took bus to go mrt i was looking outside the window and not at my maths lecture notes(my mid term is tml)..so i can rmb the way the bus took to come here..i told that guy i taking cab(i dun tink if i say i'm walking back he will trust me haha)..and he was like "is it worth it?"..and then his bus came and i told him and he was like "you dun wan to take this bus?"..and i said no and i wanted to go and start walking back(it's like 1215 already)..and guess what was his last sentence?"want to exchange handphone numbers?"..i said no and he smiled awkwardly and i started walking back and after 5 seconds i realise what has juz happened to me..is it what they call 搭讪in taiwan?

haha..i tink that wld be the 1st and last time that will happen to me..and to think that it happened in such a weird circumstance..that guy has a weird taste for girls,since he had mistook me for a guy and realised that he was wrong after i told him so..or maybe he was juz friendly and wanted to make more friends..but i didn't want to take the chance and give my number to a stranger..as in i know he might not be a bad guy,but i was taught from young not to talk to strangers..haha..

anyway i started my walk back to nus..more than half an hour if i m not wrong..walking thru places that is totally foreign to me..i walked on a highway thru a narrow drain thing(i was grateful that there was such a "pathway" because i was thinking how can i get past that highway.i always thought there is no place to walk on highways,which is usually the case)..and after i dunno how long,i finally saw that nus sign with all the diff languages..it was like a "home sweet home" sign to me(though my real home sweet home is in bishan haha)..i thought of raffles hall,of my room,and thought that they can pass off as "home" at such times..haha..n i strolled into nus to raffles hall,knowing that i m safe at home already..a whole day full of weird/fun stuff has finally ended..and my bed(though very hard) and snoopy is there waiting for me..

回家吧，回到最初的美好..

周杰伦的新歌推出了，《稻香》。听到名字马上会想到《七里香》，但这次的词却是周杰伦自己写的。简单易懂，却也让人有温馨的感觉，看到歌词也想起了《梯田》，那首“环保之歌”。周杰伦虽然常常会有那种让人耳目一新和别人不一样的曲风，但这种温馨的歌其实他也写得很好，而且虽然唱得可能含糊不清，却也让人有温馨的感觉。怎么说呢，虽然他的唱歌技巧可能不比其他歌手好，现场的功力也不是特别突出（特别是记词方面），但是当他唱自己写的歌时，你会很容易被他带进他所要创造的意境，所以他的歌声也就自然而然地成了最适合唱那首歌的声音了。

after finishing all about jay chou,back to y i m here writing a blog entry at 3am (and juz to add,nxt mon and tues is my mid term)..i feel like it's back to the time when i was busy watching shows when my a levels is like 1 day away/ongoing..but since watching KIDS on monday(coincidentally also the day when i watched wall-e in the cinemas),i can't stop thinking about it..asato(acted by koike teppei)'s face keep on popping into my mind at random moments..the pain he felt when he knew what his mother see him as..the smile on his face for being able to help the kids heal their wounds..his smile when shiho(acted by chiaki furiyama) was nice to him..his 绝望ness when he felt that his life has no meaning at all(as encouraged by his mum)..his smile when he saw takeo(acted by tamaki hiroshi) and knew that there is still a person who cares about him in this world..

all kinds of injuries can be treated in this world,as long as there are people who care..and that person can surely be found somewhere in the world,as long as you don't lose hope..

KIDS...

the pronunciation for 傷（きず/kizu）,and the title for the movie by tamaki hiroshi and koike teppei..

really nice movie..about a guy who has the power to transfer injuries from others to himself(or from himself to others)..about his friendship with another guy who similarly suffered from 童年阴影..the rest u can know by watching the show..because if i tell u then not fun liao..it's best to watch a show without knowing anything about it..at least that is what i feel..

another nice show i watched last time..ただ、君を愛してる(Heavenly forest)..by tamaki hiroshi and miyazaki aoi..
another 纯爱电影 from japan..one of their fav type of movies..haha..really nice too..

another point to note is that the music is always so nice in japanese movies and dramas..sometimes you will feel that you love the music even more than the movie itself,though actually both 相辅相成 and make each other better..if one is without the other,it would be so much more 单调..

theme song for KIDS: Firefly~僕は生きていく by 槇原敬之
theme song for ただ、君を愛してる: 恋愛写真 by 大塚愛

music makes the world go round..

yesterday i went to 卢广仲's 签唱会 at bugis toastbox..2nd time i specially went for something like that..first time was tank's one when i won the tickets from 933..but this one was much closer..we went there 1.5 hours earlier..the shop was so small and so it was a really close up experience..when he stood up and came in front when singing 早安晨之美 he was looking at my side n i was like 1m away from him..i feel as if he was smiling at me,looking at me in the eyes..anyway i was so close that i could see the wounds on his legs where he got 碾过by the 公车..

it's so real,watching him perform..o ya and he 'kisses' the mic when singing..his 现场is so like cd..or i shld say better than cd..really..very 稳 and yet he will try to make it sound different from the cd version(so that there is a point in going 现场to listen to him rite?)..like he sang 新加坡的早餐店 for 早安晨之美 and more stuff that is quite hard to say here..haha..he swings his legs back and forth while singing and i can see a bit of the veins in his neck when he singing high notes..haha..o ya and i heard the 现场海豚音..haha..not a thing tt u can hear often in your life..haha..really cool!..and him scratching his head when he is nervous or dunno wat to say..haha so cute..and repeatedly emphasizing that eating breakfast is impt..which singer does that huh?hahaha..

today i m on a music spree..japanese drama ost..zettai kareshi..tada,kimi wo aishiteru..galileo..nice songs..esp zettai kareshi..brings back wonderful memories of the show..i so wanted the ost that time but it didn't come out even when the show ended..real sad..luckily it came out finally..the poor robot=( ..haha..but i believe it still had the all the memories with riiko..at least in that memory card that riiko keeps..

rah rah..

this week has been a roller coaster ride for me..or i shldn't say that..because if i say that,this ride is always at the bottom..

1)i get a flu from my friend..seriously,it's from him,though he'd probably deny it..i m ok with flus(not as if i like them),but sore throats are really bad..and it was the 1st activity session on wed for 歌谣,so i feel really stupid..and on thurs there was unplug meeting..i wun say that i didn't get the chance to perform on mid-autumn because of that..but at least it contributed a little rite?

2)i miss a chem lecture because of the flu..i mean because i overslept..haha..but the world was like rotating when i woke up..i hate being sick!actually i went for a bit but i was as good as not going since i didn't absorb a thing,except maybe the aircon in the lt..

2a)fogot to add something..i wanted to donate blood..signed up for it on monday and went today but cannot cos i got flu-_-..last time when i wanted to donate they couldn't find my vein and so i wasted my 1 drop of blood(the test for iron)..looks like god wun let u donate blood if u r doing it for a motive(to know my blood type..haha)..juz like what the form says("i m not donating blood for any personal intentions etc etc)

3)my laptop betrayed me..as in it died on me..it takes 10 min to load and the internet cannot connect..after going somewhere and being directed to another place to repair my com(i expected that,ppl like to shirk their responsibilities),i finally found out y my com died and that the software need to be reinstalled so i need to backup all my files..so i came back and found a fren and used my 1GB and 2GB thumbdrives to transfer all my files to his laptop..that took me the whole afternoon(considering the amt of videos i have)..o ya and i accidentally deleted all my favourites(as in internet favourites)..woo real fun!-_-欲哭无泪

4)i quickly went to the shop at science faculty and realised that they are closed for lunch..and that made me late for my lecture again..then after lecture i need to rush there again because otherwise it's going to close!i took the wrong bus and went out of nus instead of science faculty and sat at the busstop waiting for the correct bus..meanwhile i sit there admiring the blue sky and white clouds,looking at the new scenery so near nus yet i have never seen before,wondering why is the sky still so nice when so much has happened to me..(i finally understand the line in 斗鱼..我发觉，虽然这么多事情发生在我们身上，但是天空还是依旧那么蔚蓝，世界没有因为我们而改变。)and i suddenly felt that i 看破一切了。haha sounds so philosophical.anyway luckily the shop hasn't closed when i reached there..so my day hasn't reached the worst yet..

5)guess what i m doing now.transferring all the files back to my com!fun!haha ok i m 苦中作乐ing..and i want to write a list of things that ppl usually need to install at the starting of the com..at least for me..not that i wan it to die again..

-microsoft office
-adobe reader
-winamp player
-msn
-nero
-media player classic
-winzip
-printer software

that's all i can think of now..maybe there are others which i dun remember,but i will remember them sooner or later since i need to install them one day when i need them!

staying in hostel has really taught how to be independent..things can't get solved if u sit there..on the other hand,if u get up your bud and try to solve them..if may not seem as unsolvable as u think..

chem phase diagram..

was searching online for an explanation as to why water melts at a lower temp at higher pressures and chanced upon this good website..easy to understand and very informative..

我怀念的..

家，muika,puika,绝对superstar audition 那两个觉得我唱歌好听的参赛者，nj idol对我唱林俊杰的《美人鱼》的称赞,muika亲切地说我唱歌最好听了，因为我是她的女儿，muika叫我不要着凉，因为最近常下雨。

我记得在我以前写的一个entry我说过“只要还有一个人觉得我唱歌好听，我就会继续唱”..这句话到现在还是没有改变，也永远都不会改变。我会一直唱到我没有力气为止，直到我的喉咙再也发不出一个声音..