..is the thing that accompanies me everyday this past week. studying for exams (only 1/10 of the time) while watching random videos and playing random games, can't get myself to concentrate on what needs to be done. need some determination like what drove me to run almost everyday for the past 11 months, but nothing is providing this determination to me. need to get rid of useless thoughts and immerse myself in the boring and endless study of user requirements and whatnot.