stupid people in a stupid world

i hate to be 自大 (even tho i m) and i hate to say this, but 99.9% of the time i m right. but this world is just filled with even more 自大 people who likes to insist that they are right and i dunno where their confidence come from, but i hate to argue with them too. i like to let them see the result of their own stupid choices, tho i m affected too. i dun mind being affected if it can help them to learn a lesson and learn that they are not as clever as they think. but the prob is they never learn. they forget that the bad result is due to their initial stupid choices and they lose memory that they even made the stupid choice in the first place and push the blame to others. luckily or sadly my memory is better than them, but i always remember who made the stupid choices. but anyway nothing is gained from it at the end and the vicious cycle continues and i have to live my sad life while continuing to be affected by stupid choices from stupid people. nice life i have.

starlight..

..is the thing that accompanies me everyday this past week. studying for exams (only 1/10 of the time) while watching random videos and playing random games, can't get myself to concentrate on what needs to be done. need some determination like what drove me to run almost everyday for the past 11 months, but nothing is providing this determination to me. need to get rid of useless thoughts and immerse myself in the boring and endless study of user requirements and whatnot.

as life ploughs on...

as my programming course continues to the 4th week, i dunno what i think about it or my future. actually i never had much thoughts about my future. i just do what i have decided to do at the present moment, sometimes wanting to do my best but most of the time just not having enough determination to do it. i feel like thinking too much is useless, it doesn't mean i would make the best decision or won't regret it even if i do things only after thinking a lot about it. so i guess now it's back to studying after 2 days of slacking.