working hard..

who works harder after As than during As?me!what a stupid question and stupid ans..my god!i really work 100 times harder now than during As lah..on what?on all the weird choir songs of course!songs tt take ppl one hour to learn and one day to memorise takes me 3 days to learn and 1 week to memorise(estimation)..and tt is if i sit in front of my keyboard and practise non-stop(except for eating,sleeping and going toilet)..i m going mad!

how ppl love the christmas season and how i hate it..cos i m singing alto part and all the nice melodies of christmas songs become the most unlovable chains of musical notes(or 豆芽) tt i definitely dunno how to appreciate..that's the worst thing of being an alto..argh!10(or 12) christmas songs and the 4 competition songs(and 2 they have learnt finished and memorised..while me?dunno a thing abt them cos they learnt during my As)..i dunno how i will survive these few weeks..and carol is near!sigh..

listening to: all the weird musical notes in my head

lulala part 10..(finale!)

the hardest exam in a singaporean's life(other ppl say one),the As..had finished for me!now is the time to jiayou for choir because prac starts tml at 8.30am..wah like very busy like tt..but some things have happened tt make me feel tt i m really a 温室里的小花..i knew this long ago..but i didn't really want to admit..after my fren told me tt i was simple,i was happy because i felt tt its good to be simple..but now i realise i m simple because i have not experienced any true challenges in difficulties in life..even if there were possible challenges where i can improve myself,i choose to avoid them..unlike the title of my blog 每当选择路口我就挑难的路走..

no matter what,better not think so much n juz try to do my best in all the things i do..though tt's not easy already..

listening to: Beethoven's Violin Sonata No.5 Opus 24 'Spring' 1st Movement

nodame craze part 4

episode 7

1)"is it weird tt nodame is not eating anything?".."weird!"..chiaki can't help but worry abt her..plus the sad piano piece "Tristesse" by Chopin..u can't help but feel sad for the couple..

2)anyway as the shows goes on,u start to like mine's father..he's really funny..n really supports all the music stuff tt his son and the oke is doing..buying a full page of advertisement on a magazine..tt's not cheap ok..

3)"she talks a lot,eats a lot as usual..i worried abt her for nothing.."haha so u finally admit tt u r worried abt her..

4)"let me greet the oke's members!".."wait!y do u need to greet the members!?".."because i m your wife?"..haha tt's funny!..the way she reacts and the way she wears an apron to sch..haha she's really like his wife!..and chiaki didn't rebut when she said she was her wife..haha..he might be juz tired of rebutting her funny claims,but he can't deny tt they r always together,juz lke husband and wife!..haha

5)being caught by kuroki when they were in a position like they were kissing..tt was funny!haha..one of my most favourite scenes in the show..and then kuroki started to like nodame..haha juz because she looks like a gentle and good wife..ah dun be blinded by her appearance!haha..look at chiaki's expression after kuroki asked for her name..he seemed to have realised tt he like her..haha..the widening eyes!..haha

6)the hurt look she had when chiaki told her she wasn't suited to be a kindergarten teacher..u feel sad for her,yet u know her talent in piano shldn't be buried like tt.."i will go home alone today.i'll break up with u!".."let's live separately too..it's a divorce!"..u feel sad..but u feel like laughing too..she's totally like a kid lah..

7)giving eto sensei tips to keep her in class..haha puri gorota..huh?!haha..anyway the onara taiso(fart exercise) is simply FUNNY!my god!..haha..but the tune is nice!and the lyrics are funny!..way to go nodame!..u can become song writer!haha..

8)"EH!what happened to us breaking up?living separately?divorce?"..haha..of course chiaki knows nodame can't stand not being with him..he knows he dun have to worry abt her not being around him..because she will always be =) ..tt's y he's so habituated to having her around him and it's like she become indispensable to him..haha

episode 8

9)all those weird kinds of meat again!my god!haha.."i will pick up the phone..cos i m your wife!"..the wife thing again-_- ..haha and chiaki's expression when he thought his mum is coming to live with him..nodame was super cute haha..practising how to introduce herself to his mum..haha..if she really came chiaki will have a hard time explaining who nodame is to him..

10)nodame feeding him pudding and him eating it!haha tt was cute!n her wanting to help bathe him and helping him to take off his shirt..haha luckily chiaki wasn't totally dazed after all..haha otherwise they will really become like husband n wife..haha..and how can ppl drown in bathtubs!haha..

11)kuroki lost the competition!due to nodame!sigh..sad for him..and chiaki knew instantly tt it was related to nodame..haha..he dun need to chain her up cos anyway she wun ever cheat on him..even if she does,nobody will accept her anyway(except the blinded kuroki haha)..tt's y chiaki has nv worried abt tt..and he has nv thought abt the possibility of losing nodame..tt's y he only realise how he treasures her when she wasn't with him..

12)he buys the ticket with the best seat for her.."is it the girlfren seat?".."-_- no.."..haha u think he will admit it?..nodame enters a dilemma of whether to help chiaki overcome his aviatophobia..he will surely go to europe if he can take a plane.. =(

13)looking at nodame even before his performance was a strong proof of his love for her..

14)as nodame watched chiaki conduct,she finally realised tt chiaki shld not be limited by his fear and tt his talent shld be developed to its fullest..she finally got the resolution to help him overcome his phobia..the hypnotising part was real sad.."it's not your fault senpai..u can let it go now..it's alright..senpai can go on a plane now.."

ah when can i watch episode 9?!..let me see..i've waited for 5 days already..

listening to: Brahms Symphony No.1

lulala part 9..

it's the second last part already..so fast..nxt week tues will be the last day i wear sch u formally..n starting from then i need to start seriously finding a job which i noe now is not as easy as i think..n choir pracs will start n i need to put in lots of effort to not lag behind others..

ah..my true life starts nxt week..n the challenge starts then too..

lulala part 8..

it's part 8 already..quite fast actually..today's econs was..err i also dunno what..i know tt most of the questions were quite weird n not seen before but i juz used my common sense to ans the questions and my ans weren't as long as it shld be it tink..i had enough time to finish all qn for the 1st time in my whole life for a humanities paper..i even had too much time while i was doing case study one tt i thought i cld write a bit slower so tt my words r more legible..

ok left chem and phy paper 1 and my mum keeps asking me to look for jobs online..i tink she dun wan me to slack at home after As..i also dun wan..nv dun a job in my whole life before..wan to try myself in the society..would be an interesting and fresh experience..

lulala part 7..

this 2 days had been a big lesson for me..firstly,yesterday's phy paper 2 shook my confidence..secondly,the chem paper 2 today also made me change my view abt certain stuff..

i had half an hour left after doing the paper..after doing those parts tt i left blank,i had 20 min..usually i will juz start dreaming cos i dun believe in checking..it's too tedious and 'unfun' to do tt..tt is i assume i m not those careless type..but this time i checked my paper..the whole paper..until the last second of the exam..and the last 30 seconds(literally),i found 2 mistakes in my last question and quickly changed..i juz finished writing "ethanoic acid" when the examiner said "put down your pens"..so,what is the moral of the story..DUN ASSUME!..ok what a weird moral..

lulala part 6..

today's phy paper 2 was a disaster..i left 3 to 4 parts blank and many others were just crap answers because i had no idea what the questions were talking abt..even so..i m watching nodame episode 8 now..but my bro wants to use the com so i have to stop halfway..but this epi is definitely going to be touching as nodame helps chiaki to overcome his phobia even though she is afraid tt he will leave her after tt to europe..

ok got to go study chem liao..

listening to: Ai no Aisatsu (Salut D'amour) from Nodame Cantabile ost

Nodame Craze part 3..

no mood for studying though starting from tml it will be the chain of exams..ok so back to my nodame craze..

episode 5

1)"nodame,it's time to go to the sch!".."yes!"..haha they r simply like a couple lah..or brother and sister.."dun use ppl's internet first thing in the morning-_-"..haha..chiaki's house is forever open for nodame isn't it?..or u can say there's no difference between chiaki's and nodame's house..the 2 rooms might as well join together haha..

2)"i want to wear an animal costume!"..when nodame said this,u shld look at chiaki's expression..tt kind of gentle expression..fufufu..he's in love with her lah..

3)when strezemann said "those who want to go to the grp date,grab chiaki's chest!"..my reaction was like chiaki.."HUH!"..anyway the correct phrasing is "those who go to the grp date can grab his chest"..haha

4)the iyaan thing happened again when chiaki found out tt nodame has put a scary wallpaper on his com with her faces..haha..his expression when he found out was hilarious!..

5)after practising his Rachmaninov piano concerto,while going home he started worrying abt S Oke..and Nodame..hehe..when he heard nodame calling him,the expression was again a gentle one..ah..the couple is simply too cute..

6)recognising tt it's nodame from her playing the pianica for like 10 seconds is a clear symbol tt they r a pair,not juz 2 individuals anymore..

7)the rest of the episode is not cute anymore =( ..actually i shld say starting from episode 5 it's not so cute anymore..cos the main plot of finding nodame's piano talent starts..but of course there r still cute parts intertwined..when nodame watch chiaki play the concerto from the audience,it feels like the were very far from each other..and nodame wanted to shorten this distance by playing the Rachmaninov concerto too..all because strezemann said "as things stand now,u can't be with chiaki."..ah this part was so sad..who cares abt their background and how different they r!..because love can overcome anything!..but i guess strezemann is juz trying to ignite her inner talent in piano..

episode 6

8)nodame playing Rachmaninov until madness..when she goes to find chiaki in her ghostly look.."how many days have u gone without a bath!".."here's the clothes u left here the other time"..haha and saiko(chiaki's ex girlfren) looking at this angrily..hehe..

9)cooking porridge for her and worrying abt her..feeding her when she says she dun wan to eat and giving tt worried look when she still refuse to eat..ah..now u know how she has a place in your heart rite chiaki..n pulling her to sch just to play Rachmaninov because otherwise she's like a ghost..playing the concerto with her and being in tune with her despite her "diff from normal ppl" playing..tt's what u call a couple..and covering her with his suit when she's asleep..

10)the canned meat thing is funny haha..chiaki was feeling angry and went to the supermarket to buy all the meats on earth(canned)..fish,deer,bear..and kangaroo?!..haha nodame was terrified and said she wld treat him.."y do the sushi go round in circles!?"..haha chiaki grew up in europe after all..and eating only the nice parts on top of the sushi and giving nodame the rice at the bottom..tt's simply funny haha..and he's expression when he says "so so"..u've got to see it!haha..

listening to: Gershwin's Rhapsody in Blue

再见绿光..

再见here means seeing it again..not saying gdbye to it..y do i say tt..long after i watched 绿光森林 and came to know how impt believing is,it happened again..truly,ppl needs 信念to live a complete life..because 只要相信，就能看见幸福绿光..因为绿光就在你的心里..

the concept of believing appears in Goong S too,when Lee Joon says to his mother,“相信一个人是需要很大的勇气的，妈没有这个勇气”..when i heard this i was so touched!..truly..believing in someone totally and truly isn't as easy as ppl think..but if u can find tt someone whom u can believe in and he/she believes in u as well,its really a fortunate thing..

listening to: evacuating london from the chronicles of narnia:the lion, the witch and the wardrobe ost

こんなに近くで..

here's a nice page with all the lyrics of Konna ni Chikaku de..the ending song of nodame cantabile anime..the correct translated lyrics can be found at the comments part..but its a nice song..with the starting melody being beethoven's symphony no.7's melody..real cool..

listening to: Konna ni Chikaku de by Crystal Kay

Nodame Craze part 2

ah here i m again..now i m quite happy cos i saw a miracle happen!actually it was there all along but it takes chance to see it..i sure hope it stays n happens in other places too..n i will not forget those who made this miracle happen and will do my best to let others experience this miracle too..ok back to my nodame craze again..

episode 3

1)when chiaki opened the door and saw sakura he thought he saw a ghost,but when he heard nodame's voice he was like "nodame?.." and he opened the door immediately..this really shows nodame has a diff place in his heart already..much more impt than all other ppl..

2)when chiaki cooked for the 2 hungry ghosts to eat,nodame was like "this is instant soup rite?u have slackened off..*shakes head*"..haha.."is tt what a beggar shld say?"..haha..nodame treats chiaki like her private chef..

3)when nodame scolded chiaki as an ogre and devil because he told sakura to quit sch since she is poor..and then after tt nodame wanted to borrow his bathroom cos her gas was cut..chiaki said "what do u want from the ogre/devil?"..haha i shows tt he cares abt what she says abt him..haha

episode 4

4)this is my 2nd favourite episode (1st is the 1st epi)..mainly cos of the kotatsu tt allowed nodame to invade chiaki's space and dulled his senses..haha..as he sank into the warmth of the kotatsu(a table tt the japanese like to use..very warm),nodame helped him take food from the hotpot and said "cos i m your wife"..and he wasn't annoyed!haha..

5)after tt nodame really invaded his life..literally..she brought her stuff to his house,making his hse look like another "nodame's hse"..which isn't a gd thing(the messiness my god)..and the "lacklustre casual hair" when chiaki juz woke up.."shuteki shuteki!"..haha true..he looks nice with tt hair too..and he praises her for the first time.."she can be quite thoughtful after all"..haha..they r juz like a couple lah..

6)nodame sleeps on his bed(cos she had not slept on a bed for very long since hers is buried under her mountain of garbage)..haha and mine and masumi comes to chiaki's house..n finds nodame wearing pyjamas in his house!haha..it looks highly suspicious heh..the mess they make in his hse is simply astounding..sigh..what great frens he have..

7)when nodame lets him watch puri gorota and says he is like kazuo(the boy who always bullies gorota)..haha..he was like "y is it kazuo?"..and he eats the rice balls tt nodame made!(with a space candy inside which made him choke and faint later..haha)

8)he learns tt music can be expressed and performed in many forms and sometimes he dun need to be so strict with S Oke..he learns this from nodame playing beethoven's symphony no.7,the peice tt S Oke is playing for a concert..and learns tt all the ppl have their own special characteristics tt shld be respected..

9)S Oke performs!chiaki initially wore a nice suit,but to ease S Oke's nervousness he took off the suit and revealed what is inside!the S Oke t-shirt!his got a "Special Orchestra" printed on the back..real nice..he looks nice a normal clothes too!n he also looks super cool and 帅 conducting the orchestra on the conductor stand thing..

10)n the thing which make ppl look forward to the next episode..nodame finally succeeded in kissing chiaki while he was asleep on a bench..n he was actually awake!he juz wanted to thank her for all tt she had done and so let her kiss him..sly chiaki senpai..

listening to: Beethoven Symphony No.7 1st Movement

Nodame Craze..

ah..it seems like recently i've been actively using my blog..but its juz because i'm always on the com..looking at nodame stuff..and having nothing new to watch i rewatch the old episodes and feel like writing on my blog abt it..

ah Chiaki is really cute..the way he treats Nodame..actually i tink its juz like 恶作剧之吻..how 直树 treats 湘琴..he dun like her dirtiness and sloppiness at first..but her 单纯 and 'forever there' presence slowly made him 习惯 her presence and without her around he feels lonely and as if something is missing in his life..he worries abt her without knowing it and feels as if its normal to have her around him..here are some cute points and scenes in Nodame..

episode 1

1)when he cleans her house for her because he can't stand the mess in her house..tt's understandable since her junk is 'seeping' into his house slowly..haha..like he said.."what am i doing?"..haha cleaning her house for her..

2)then he cooks for her..cos her fish is cooked like charcoal.."it's nicer than my mother's cooking.chiaki senpai u r a genius!".."..tt's a bit too much..hehe..nxt time i will cook something nicer for u"..haha he said something tt he will nv say usually..n he really had to do it since nodame starts to go to his house to eat dinner since tt time..haha

3)he saves her from strezemann,the "dirty old man"..haha.."juz met him on the streets?tt makes him your friend?".."i have it here too.fluffy bed..".."is it senpai's bed".."er..yes".."and pillow?".."......my arm pillow ^-^"..haha tt's the funniest thing i've ever seen..i've watched it at least 50 times i tink..haha..

4)"iyaan".."what is tt iyaan for?"..this happens 3 times in this show(i watch only until episode 7 now)..everytime they do tt it's real cute..

5)"it's only been a few days..why?!?!"..haha nodame's messy character can't be changed easily i guess..

6)"weird..your head stinks!".."really?i just washed it 3 days ago.".."3 days ago!!!"..and then washing her hair n drying her hair..haha y would he do tt to a girl he dun like..and looking at her with tt gentle expression..ah so cute..

7)"could this be falling in love?".."no,absolutely not"..haha when chiaki used his hand to stop nodame from kissing him..real funny..

episode 2

8)"huh?y is 2 fishes cheaper than 1?"..haha i guess it's his fate to buy 2 fishes to eat with nodame..haha..and the jealous look when he saw her eating in mine's father's shop and mine's father saying nodame is mine's destined girl..haha..though throwing back the fish is a bit..haha.."she goes anywhere where she's fed"..haha true

9)carrying her all the way from home to school when she caught a cold on the day tt she's supposed to accompany mine in his exam.."what am i supposed to do with this dying caterpillar thing?".."how would i know?be grateful tt i brought her here!"

10)letting her sleep on his legs while waiting for mine's exam..they r simply like a couple..or father and child u can say haha

11)carrying her on his back while going home..haha..stop denying tt u like her chiaki..

ok the rest i will write nxt time..gotta go bathe..

listening to: Ai no Aisatsu (Salut D'amour) from Nodame Cantabile ost

a test of endurance..

argh..i think it will be nxt week tt it finishes..n juz now i nearly succumbed to my desire..ah..i can't!i muz wait..good things require waiting..n after waiting it becomes even better..ok so i muz endure!mm..it shld be after nxt week's series of exams before i can watch it..so meanwhile..concentrate!!!on exams of course..

listening to: Mozart's Piano Sonata in D+ for Two K.448 1st Movement

i m still here..yea..

and i've been on the com at this kind of times for the past few days..on last fri it was until 5am..on sat until 4am..on sun until 2.30am for chem..yesterday until 3am for maths..today until now..but my record was when i watched hanazakari no kimitachi e..on 1 day i watched the last episode until 6am in the morning..luckily my parents didn't realise (they r quite asleep i guess)..anyway juz now my mum woke up to tell me off already..and anyway there's no Nodame to keep me from sleeping..but tml there will be..(tt's what i hope sincerely)

meanwhile before that..muz study for a bit lah..i tink i can enter the guinness world record for slackest person in the world during a major exam..ok anyway can go sleep liao..though juz now in afternoon i sleep a lot liao..

listening to: Gershwin's Rhapsody in Blue

lulala part 5

i have a Nodame Cantabile syndrome now..o no..i can't do anything now cos my whole head is filled with the show..the songs (yes even the classical ones)..Nodame's cute expressions..Chiaki senpai's funny faces and 帅气 expressions and when he jealous of Mine (when Nodame was close with him) and when he wear apron..ah..can't get it off my mind..

ok today maths paper 2 finish..nxt week is the heavy week with 4 papers..econs being one of them..ok..dun care first..have to rest first..haha (an obvious excuse)

lulala part 4..

ok chem paper 3 finished..it was ok..n those topics tt i dun have time to study didn't come out..-_-..ok i muz say tt my luck for exams has been good for all my life..dunno whether its a gd thing or what..tml is maths paper 2..forgot most of the statistics stuff tt i learnt already..haha but dun care..later still got time..

found another nice show..Nodame Cantabile..initially i juz watched it cos Kimura Ryo is in it..though he's only a small character in it..anyway he's Nakao Senri (aka 中央千里/李承央) in Hanazakari no Kimitachi e (aka 花样少年少女's jap version)..he's a cute guy who can act well..ok back to the topic..it's a real nice show after i started watching it..(a bad thing tt i started before As ended..cos i can't stop myself from thinking abt it..argh..even during exams juz now i was thinking abt it..and the nice music)..o ya its a classical music show..as u can see from the name "Cantabile"..i juz found the meaning from dictionary.com..songlike and flowing in style..truly..

帅哥美女 is still present in the show..but not juz tt only..they have the 气质 of musicians..truly..esp Chiaki Shinichi (starring Tamaki Hiroshi)..he's really so so so 帅 when he conducts the S Oke (Special Orchestra) in epi 4..ah i m falling in love..only watched until epi 5..deeply in love with Chiaki Senpai..go to here where a Malaysian fan set up a website which has all the nice stuff regarding this show..the youtube videos she posted r nice too..some NG scenes are funny like mad..haha..

listening to: Beethoven's Violin Sonata No.5 Opus 24 'Spring' 1st Movement

chem..o my..

here i m again..i juz realised how late it is already..searching for some chem stuff..cos these questions have been in me and in my lecture notes for longer than a year already n i only have myself to depend on to solve them cos erm..how do i say it..my chem teacher is quite..err u noe..impatient..

nvm..so what i wan to say is i found it finally!on this page..it's about melting point of straight vs branched alkanes..cos my sch notes got some discrepancy and so i wanted to noe..anyway the conclusion is tt:

1)boiling point of branched alkanes are lower than straight alkanes cos need less energy to break the intermolecular forces since got less surface area in contact to form the temporary dipole-induced dipole attractions.

2)for melting point it's not straightforward cos u need to take into account of the shape of the molecule as well..if it packs better into a solid,it requires more energy to break and so higher melting point.

anyway want to say tt 苏打绿's 无与伦比的美丽 is very nice..and the other songs in jay's new album are also not bad..the songs season is here again!

listening to: 无双 by 周杰伦

lulala part 3

ok maths paper 1 finished..the nxt is chem..woo..

jay's new album out..after the refreshing 牛仔很忙,the next song is 彩虹 with the melody from "first kiss" in 不能说的秘密..really nice melody..so..support him n u can't be wrong!

listening to: 彩虹 by 周杰伦