Wednesday, August 26, 2009

help!!!

help me!!!i m dying under studies again..this sem is under projects..lots and lots of them..and activities that last until 10pm..sigh..is this the life that i chose?why did i choose it?do i have a chance to rechoose my life?maybe i have..but i tink i most probably will choose the same one again..so what can i say except that..I MUST BE MAD!!!

listening to: 出口 by 徐佳莹

Saturday, August 22, 2009

慢慢等...

“我会慢慢等、慢慢等、慢慢等、慢慢等”..这就是我现在的心情。等待是不好受的,但也是别无选择的,所以也只好继续“慢慢等”了...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

singING...

today i went for 2 auditions,choir and acapella..the choir one was not good because i was nervous..it has been long since i sang properly in front of ppl..the 5th time i went for a choir audition i realised..1st one in sec sch,2 in jc,1 in hall..i can still rmb how nervours i felt when i went for the first jc one..(the sec sch one can't really rmb)..i had this feeling that everyone who went for the auditions was in their sec sch choir so they had experience and i felt inferior..i didn't know wat i was supposed to do during auditions..but now that i think about it i felt that it was only during that time that i sang without so much thought and worries..the pitching part was actually quite dun because i have never done it before and it was interesting to test myself to see whether i can sing wat i hear..failed that 1st jc one and didn't get into choir anyway..haha..

hope that i can continue singing..i often thought about a question..would i rather lose my speech or hearing abilities..if i cannot hear,i wld live in a world without music which is simply dreadful..if i lose my voice,i cannot sing and that is something i dun even wan to think about..but in the end i think i will choose to be able to hear..cos of 1 simple reason..wat's the point of being able to sing if i can't even hear wat i m singing right?!haha ok this is quite a lame qn..

Monday, August 10, 2009

it's been long..

sigh..going to start sch liao..it's been a long hol,but i know the next sem will be the scariest in uni life and i dread it..i have mixed feelings jus like most ppl i think..going to sch after 3 months of hols is exciting but after the exciting part ends,the disgusting part sets in..and i have 6 modules next sem!dunno how i m going to survive it..but we always survive them,don't we?humans are stronger than we think i guess..so jus dun tink about it and get thru it i guess..haha..ok back to singing..

listening to: 可以不爱了 by 梁文音