going mad...

help!my com is having lots of probs now!first my msn got some prob i dunno wat then cannot sign in,then now the internet's so slow i tink its slower than my sch's com,which is no mean feat trust me.n then i have been wanting to treat myself with an episode of 花样少年少女 after so long of reading econs stuff,n because of the snail speed it can't load and now all the you tube pages are like stagnant and then it becomes 'cannot diplay page'.i dunno whether there's some prob with youtube now but my other pages also cannot load.like i have been trying to load dictionary.com but it simply can't.it takes like half an hour i tink.but i dunno y blogger loads so fast-_-.so now all i can do is complain at my blog and continue reading econs notes.help!maybe 老天爷 wants me to read econs notes.argh!

listening to: 花样少年少女电视原声带：谢谢爱

being happy is easy?

《彩虹的微笑》
天空是绵绵的糖 就算塌下来又怎样
雨下在大又怎样 干脆开心的淋一场

人生有那么简单就好了。但是不是的，人喜欢自己给自己很多烦恼。看过一篇文章，说其实有很多烦恼都是不必要的。比如烦恼那些还未到来的、那些无法改变事实的、或者还没尝试但自己想象很多不好后果的。人真是爱自找麻烦。但这也是人无法改掉的，谁叫我们是人？

listening to: 小乌龟 by 张栋梁

the big philosopher...me!

i m a very 复杂 person i muz say..i mean i tink a lot..sometimes it helps but sometimes it juz increase my 烦恼..i tink girls r really born to tink more 细腻 than guys..guys are really simple-minded..or put in a bad way,迟钝..anyway i really tink too much liao..i also hope i can be like those girls in the shows who r so 单纯 n without worries,but it is the real world n anyway i can't change my character cos i m me..i wonder whether there r really ppl who r very 单纯 n happy abt the world n their life n blah blah blah..

第二天堂...

argh..i hate guys who like to 搭讪 girls that are strangers to them..how can they do so?they juz wan to noe the girl juz cos she's pretty?tt's REALLY 肤浅..can't stand it..of course i m not those kind of girl who have the looks tt will make a guy 搭讪 me..but i was playing this online game juz now..n this guy came to talk to me n we played together..

argh..i dunno how to 拒绝 ppl but actually i dun like to talk to strangers..n he even asked me my real name n sch n age n where i live blah blah..er i dunno abt internet safety or wat but i thought even if i gave some details it doesn't really matter..of course my real name i didn't say..used my nick+surname..but now come to tink of it nowadays those ppl r real gd so maybe they can use some minute details gotten from unaware ppl to make use of them..

sigh..i regret..but this is an impt lesson really..nxt time on internet dun give anything real to ppl..juz fake everything i reckon..haha..or dun bother abt such ppl at all!this is getting scary..i tink i might stop playing the game altogether juz to avoid tt person..haha..this can help me stop being addicted to the game anyway..so 一石二鸟..not bad..haha..

o ya anyway the title is 第二天堂 cos its a song by jj lin..this song talks abt the real world n the gaming world..in the gaming world there's like violence(most of the time)..n then the person gets absorbed in it..n then the real world actually is also like tt..eh dunno whether i got the correct meaning..i tink its a bit wrong..haha..but anyway thought of this title cos we muz really noe how to differentiate btw reality n gaming(virtual world)..argh..

listening to: goong ost: we are both fools..

testing...

blogger become different liao..so cool..but i simply can't trust my own taste to change the colours of the layout..sigh..till i get confident of myself,the template will stay like this..but i added something new..the 'listening to' label at the bottom of each post..i might not be really listening to tt song at tt moment..but it is the song in my mind n heart..just like now i m tinking of 突然累了's melody..o ya n check out the pic at the bottom of the blog..

goong!its the 1st ever korean series i like..cos i didn't like korean shows..always 哭哭啼啼 one..but this one's diff..very funny..and kim jung hoon (lee yul in the show) is so 帅!last time the most 帅 guy in my heart is 元斌,also a korean guy..n now he still is anyway..then the 2nd 帅est guy is kim jung hoon 金桢勋!haha..how come korean guys all the shuai..haha..no link..anyway i tink both of them look a bit similar..got the sad n 忧郁 look..haha..check out the goong and brotherhood links at the side!(元斌 is the main actor in brotherhood)

listening to: 突然累了

小说 - 故事大纲

又心血来潮了，哈哈！

故事大纲
这是一个从巴士车站开始和结束的故事。两个寂寞的人因为彼此而有了依靠，找到了人生的意义。故事是从女生的角度写的（因为我是女生嘛！），而她的心情独白也成了这个很少对话的故事的重点。

人生的道理

忽然觉得人生哲学家好像是一个蛮不错的职业（有这种职业吗？）。只要每天在那里想人生大道理就行了，或是一直反省自己的所作所为。因为当了哲学家你就会发现人生不是完美的，一定会有遗憾，所以执著也没用，最好是能豁达，“得过且过”。人生开心才是最重要的嘛！哈哈，长得越大思想就越成熟，也越懂得社会的运作，也越懂得“明哲保身”。或许会开始懂得知足，但会开始没有梦想；会懂得保护自己，但会忘记怎么爱别人。

以上是在听我们结婚吧主题曲《我爱你》钢琴版时所写下的。

concentration = no. of moles / vol. ?

i find myself so funny..haha..actually my whole point is i cannot concentrate to do anything..argh..n i cannot do 1 thing at a time..dunno y..i will feel like its wasting my time..but in the end if i do a lot of things at 1 time i cannot do any and so i waste even more time..argh..help!!!

同样的错不要犯两次...

有时犯了错想要弥补却只会把事情弄得更糟，这样的话到底是在弥补还是在犯同样的错？

EoM...

Evaluation of Material..i tink it shld stand for End of My life instead..every thursday before the submission of pw stuff i have to go thru this..sleepless nights..not insomnia..but this is really stupid..argh..now the thing i hate most is not researching..its evaluating..i see this word at least 10 times a day n it appears in every subject..

econs:pls evaluate the usefulness and limitations of this gov policy of price floor/tax etc.
GP:pls evaluate the author's argument that youths are superficial/easily influenced etc.
PW:pls evaluate the research of the ideas/reliability etc.

argh help!

set me free...

the title has 2 meanings.

1)黄义达's song from 恶魔在身边.very nice!featuring karen mok speaking some french or i dunno wat language o.s. in the song.super nice lah.muz go listen.

2)sigh..help me..i m trapped in my own thinking and 胡思乱想 and i can't get out of it.i tink i understand myself but when i tink too much i realise i dun understand myself..i wan to live happily but m i asking too much?i seem to be a perfectionist..but hu dun wan their life to be perfect?hu dun wan to be able to juggle everything very well?maybe i shldn't be asking for so much and shld stop tinking so much n shld juz be happy with wat i m..like my best fren in pri sch said.."i like you juz like tt"/"i like u for wat u r" (can't rmb which one)..it really warmed my heart n i feel happy..actually it shld make me feel relieved n wan to juz be myself..but i m always afraid tt i will fail others' expectations..esp my frens..i dun wan to disappoint them n disappoint myself..but it's really tiring to do things that u r not willing to do/not comfortable in doing/not doing it sincerely from ur heart..sigh..set me free..go n listen the song liao..haha

只要相信，就能看见幸福绿光。

我也开始相信这一点，因为我不想放弃任何的梦想和希望。好运和幸福会降临在那些努力不懈又从没放弃希望的人。
看人必须用心看，因为用心看比用眼睛看更能看得清楚。眼睛是可以被蒙蔽的，但心不能。
轻易承诺可能是一个人最大的致命伤，但能遵守没有约束性的承诺的人却是最可贵的。

meow...

i m the night cat (夜猫子）.haha.help.i lead a weird life i muz say.this holiday i have been sleeping 12 hours per day,from 4am to 4pm.honestly,i tink i was a cat in my previous life.haha.i was doing my work the whole time,honestly.haha.but not with much concentration as usual.n now i can go watch my 绿光森林.muahaha.better not wake up my mum or else i m dead meat.watching show in the middle of the night.haha.

金曲奖观后感

刚才看第17届台湾金曲奖真是笑到我爆，因为那个最佳国语男歌手的部分真是超好笑。哈哈。如果你没看到的话现在我就来回顾一下发生了什么事。

还记得上一届颁这个奖的时候发生了什么事吗？那时王力宏和黄立行都入围了，而颁奖人是莫文蔚和周杰伦。因为莫文蔚是香港人所以讲华语时会不太标准，而上一届的得奖人是黄立行，但王力宏却上台了。

台湾人好像特别喜欢拿别人的糗事来当作梗，而被笑的人也都很大方。今晚两位主持人小S和陶晶莹就到台下去亏了王力宏一番，台上也播放当晚糗事会发生的5大疑点。

1）颁奖人莫文蔚把黄立行念成王立行，害得王力宏以为自己得奖了所以才会上台。
辩解：但是王立行和王力宏还是差很远啊，哪里有可能听错？

2）周杰伦在宣布成绩前说了一句：“我看王力宏你还是先上来吧！”
辩解：他是在还没拆开成绩单前讲这句话的，所以看得出只是纯粹开玩笑而已。

3）王宏恩（他也是这个奖项的入围者）在成绩揭晓后跟王力宏握手道贺，所以王力宏没有怀疑自己得奖这件事。
辩解：可能他以为自己得奖。-_-（笑到我爆！怎么他们的名字都那么像啊？）

4）Machi是黄立行的好兄弟，所以他得奖那一整大组人就和他抱了好一会儿，还得他无法上台，所以王力宏才会没有发现他听错了。
辩解：也不算是他们的错啦，好哥儿们得奖当然要抱一下嘛。

5）当时不知道是其他的歌迷都哑了还是怎样，在公布成绩时只听到“力宏，力宏”的声音，已经盖过所有其他的声响，所以要让王力宏认为得奖的不是自己也很困难。
辩解：也不是歌迷的错啦，他们都是爱偶像心切才会这样不顾喉咙的呐喊。

哈哈，很多事情都是在多方面的因素下才会促成的，所以也不能怪任何人。反正事情都已经发生了，也成了金曲奖的一段“佳话”。哈哈。而且王力宏这一届（第17届）也得了奖，真的要非常恭喜他！=）有点小感动。而且蔡健雅得了最佳国语女歌手，她好像是第2个得此奖的新加坡人，好骄傲哦！哈哈，之前有看到报道说她是入行那么久后第1次入围这个奖，所以很高兴。而且她也非常希望能够拿到这个奖，送给她的妈妈。真是太棒了，看得出她真的没有预料到自己会得奖，我也没想到她会得奖，虽然我是很希望会是她得奖。最近有再拿出来听她的《双栖动物》专辑，真得很不错，而我也喜欢她上一张专辑的《陌生人》。好好听！现在想想，真的很荣幸能够有同她合唱的机会。我好幸运哦!但是那次却出糗了，哈哈。真是的。不管怎样也要恭喜她啦。

哦对了，看完金曲奖后U频道有康熙来了，而嘉宾就是王力宏。哈哈。看了这集后对王力宏有了多一点点认识。他真的是一个很热爱音乐的人，而他的对音乐的热忱和多才多艺也让我既羡慕又欣赏。看后也才发现原来音乐可以有那么多种形式，而王力宏就可以巧妙地把我们所谓的传统音乐融入流行音乐，让更多人认识及了解这些传统音乐。他对音乐的态度让我觉得自己不配说自己对音乐有热忱。

恶作剧之吻 之 二

经典名句

阿金：要找好男人吗？不用了，这里就有一个。

阿金：湘琴，你好没有选男人的眼光哦，以后后悔不管你喽。

阿金：天才也有变成禽兽的时候啊，说不定江直树看到湘琴那么可爱会饿虎扑羊。
留容：想不到江直树那家伙会有什么禽兽的时候，倒是湘琴比较可能俄羊扑虎。哈哈...

湘琴：如果你当医生，我就当护士。如果你当飞机师，我就当空中小姐。如果你当高尔夫球手，我就当你的求僮。

恶作剧之吻

恶作剧之吻结束了，但我对它的爱还没结束，所以让我来回顾一下戏中的种种吧！

林依晨 饰 袁湘琴
郑元畅 饰 江直树
汪东城 饰 金元丰
许玮宁 饰 裴子瑜
Jason 饰 王皓谦
唐从圣 饰 袁有才
张永正 饰 江阿利
赵咏华 饰 阿利嫂
章柏翰 饰 江裕树

经典名句

湘琴：你的脑袋到底装了什么啊？
直树：显然和你不一样的东西......
过了一会儿，直树发现湘琴的作业纸是空的。
直树：你的脑袋到底装了什么啊？
湘琴：显然和你不一样的东西嘛......
直树：......

直树：对阿，的确是蛮惊讶的！你的一生只为了一个女人而活，的确是可悲的让人惊讶。
阿金：湘琴不是女人......（直树和湘琴讶异地望着他）......她是一位公主。

blah blah blah...

sigh..i hate my life..now i m finding article for stupid gp..regarding geog or environment one..i hate english!(n gp)..y is eng so impt in the world..y not chinese?but anyway i tink i shld stop complaining..cos my fav quote is: Heaven is Fair to Everyone..including me!

headache...

i can really call myself the 睡神 man..i sleep like 18 hours a day..only on weekends of course..weekdays where got the luxury to do this..i also dun wan to be like a pig..but whenever i wake up at like 12pm then after i eat breakfast cum lunch i will feel super uncomfortable then will feel like sleeping..how to do work when ur head is lke spinning?anyway so after i wake up from my afternoon nap then will eat dinner then watch a bit of tv then will feel lke sleeping again..sigh..
then today its like tt too..now my head still feels erm..dunno how to say it..uncomfortable?but i still got a lot of homework haven't do..ok..actually i mean i haven't started on any..but anyway so now i still have to try to keep myself conscious to try to do my work..sigh..
anyway i m using my big bro's com now cos my 2nd bro uses the com all day long..sigh..wats so fun abt warcraft i dunno..but anyway i ike big bro's keyboard..very nice..haha..
listening to: wang leehom's kiss goodbye

jc..sigh..

wow it has been 1 n a half months since i've came to my blog.as orientation is still going on now n tml is hari raya haji,i still have time to write my blog.haha.juz now read my 小说,quite cute leh.everytime i write something then long time later read then it feels weird.dun feel like i've written it.haha.anyway if got the 兴致then will continue with the story.