the same thing always happen to me again and again. or i shld say i keep letting the same thing happen to me again and again. i m that stupid and undisciplined. and the problem is as it keeps getting worse i keep consoling myself and thinking it's nothing and i end up slacking and doing less and achieving less and thinking it's ok and the vicious cycle just goes on. well, it's going to hit the bottom soon i guess. going to graduate from my student life forever soon