小说 - 第一回 - 他(part 3)

机缘巧合下和班上的同学一起打篮球，他也有打。看着他利落的身手和潇洒的动作，要我不迷上他也很难。玩到一半有一位女同学不小心扭到脚，他很有男生风度的帮她（因为他应该有扭伤脚的经验吧）。那时的他真的是迷死人，因为认真的男人最有魅力嘛！之后那个害那个女生扭伤脚的男生非常愧疚，所以想送她走出校门去搭巴士，但是又好像有点害羞。于是他（我喜欢的那个他）便调皮地起哄说那个男生是为了送那个女生出去而故意弄伤她的。那是我第一次看到他这么调皮捣蛋的一面，也没想过原来他的性格还蛮可爱的！

一直认为我和他不是很有缘，因为不论什么事情有分组时，我从来没有和他同一组过。唯一一个和他一样的就是general paper 和他同一班。但人总是不要太贪心比较好，这样我也应该知足了。可惜的是第一次我去上课时因为没有和我班的人在一起，所以坐在最前排，而我班的人全部坐在最后排，包括他在内。因为这样所以general paper 课分组时也永远不可能和他同一组（第一课之后的座位是照旧的）。不过有一件我觉得很好玩的事，就是因为我们的general paper 的老师是印度人，所以她不能很清楚地记得那么多华文名字。于是有一次她把我的名字叫成了他的。虽然我知道她只是不小心的，但是却超开心的。我的名字是跟他的有那么一丁点儿的相似，所以至少我们有一个共同点。

sad case...

recently this is my new 口头禅..and now i realise it really suits me..n the situation i m in now..i m going from bad to worse..yesterday my mum told me abt a cousin's cousin who is in integrated programme..and he got retained..can u imagine tt..isn't ip people supposed to be the cleverest ones..he was really clever and from a gd sch..but perhaps bad influence from my cousin had made him slacken and got him into the situation now..

looking at my second brother working so hard recently,i feel like shit..i m like 99% confirm tt i will be like my cousin's cousin if i continue to be like what i m now..so i decided to make some resolutions on my blog..this can help me be more resoluted (as the noun already implies)..

1)from now till A levels finish, no computer and tv on weekdays. 2 hours max on the com on weekends.

2)max 30 min for bathing.no more dilly dallying.no more bathing after 7pm unless other activities doesn't permit it.

3)no more eating when feeling full..even if there is SUPER delicious stuff in front of me

4)no more damaging of my own body

p.s. now i understand the value of autosaving drafts in blogger.its a fantastic function for idiots like me who are blur like dunno what.i love blogger!n my blog..

花より男子２

real nice show man..got addicted to it..it has been long since i have cried so much watching a show..and i must say 道明寺司 is nicer with his hair straight..haha..but 花沢類 is still the cutest out of the 4..when he's serious he looks like someone who's reliable and can protect u..n when he's playful his smile is so child-like..like a 6 yr old trapped in a 20 yr old body..o ya and the way he talks is also totally like a kid..cute!!!

listening to: love so sweet by 嵐

我们都活在同一片天空下...

道明寺司：无花果，如果从中间切开就会变成心型，所以有人说无花果酸酸甜甜的味道，就是恋爱的味道。但是对我来说，恋爱的味道，就是你做的蹩脚饼干的味道。

日本《流星花园》系列里最感人的一句话莫过于这句了。总觉得《流星花园2》比较好看，因为人物的感情都得以很好的发展，不像第一集里感情的描述不太完整，杉菜为什么会爱上道明寺都让人一头雾水。不过总的来说还是比台湾版的好看，可能因为集数少所以不拖拉吧。人人都应该看的一部戏。让我找回了很久都没有感受的感动。

还有原声带也超好听的。听着听着仿佛自己也进入戏中参与着主角们的故事。特别介绍第一张原声带中叫 つくし(Tsukushi) 的一首歌。（Tsukushi 是杉菜的日文名字。）

listening to: 蓝天 by 黄义达

from bad to worse...

i cannot stand myself anymore..i cannot control myself anymore..the more i tell myself not to,the more i will do it..it is like an illness..an illness tt cannot be cured..in this critical period i m not exercising any self-discipline at all..i wasn't like tt last time..similarly i didn't give myself so much pressure last time..maybe it is like tt..the more u force urself the more u won't do it..i m going mad already..i muz start doing wat i dun like to..i muz go back to my old self..the aim shld be better than tt..but let's start with a more achievable aim first before i fail again n fall into a deeper pit..