pasta..

i always didn't think that korean actors/actresses are good-looking..dunno is it cos their characters in the shows are always so 不干脆 and 扭捏..but after watching pasta(not after actually,cos it is still showing now),i realise they can be quite good-looking and 讨人喜欢..they may not have the best looks but their charisma just shows so easily through their acting..

o ya about the entry yesterday abt my conductor,i forgot to talk abt thing tt always pops into my mind when i see him conduct vs not conducting and as a normal person (e.g. sitting beside me on a bus)..i always think of chiaki senpai in nodame cantabile..it's not tt they like to scold ppl maybe..when they are not conducting (or doing something related to music) they are really normal ppl..they can be lame and cheeky and gentle and nice..but they are downright scarily serious and seriously scary when it comes to their passion,music..i guess all conductors are like that..cos my jc conductor is like that too..though he is not as angry(can't seem to find a correct word to describe) as chiaki and my current conductor..he is the silent killer type..when u look at his eyes u know tt u will die if u dun focus and sing properly..his most famous line is "it's all in your mind"..

his biggest strength is determination i guess,and tt's y tt's wat he tried to train us to have too..there was one time when we sang like shit and after tt everyone had to train to be focused by looking into his eyes for 15min or so(not really sure abt the duration actually..cos it jus felt like years when everyone is in a quiet room and looking at the conductor and nothing is moving and no one dared to breathe too hard too)..the moment u slacken and stop looking at him u are dead meat man..and 1 girl vomitted in the middle because she was not feeling well (we were standing btw)..i guess he felt bad abt it (and at the same time admired her will power too)..

and the chef in pasta is the same..he's even more extreme i think..being so 'flirty' when he's not in the kitchen..i use this word without any reserve because how else do u describe a guy who ask a girl to be his girlfren only after 3 days of knowing her..and u might wan to call him a bastard(really sry for using a bad word in this blog) too considering tt he had jus fired her from the restaurant..but he definitely looks charismatic when he cooks..even nicer than the food he cooks(tho i have to say this show aroused my interest in pasta)..

ok anyway wat i wan to say is tt such ppl are really the extreme..tho i know y they are like that,i dun tink i will ever get used to such ppl..i like normal ppl better i guess..i'd rather my life be normal without those scary ups and downs..

listening to: Love you more by Super Junior (written by ryeowook and sungmin!)