exam tomorrow

ever since dunno when (actually i know when, just tt i dun want to admit it), i forgot how to study for exams. tml i have an interview, n i always rmb what my fren told me, 'treat an interview like an exam', but if tt is so, tt means i m going to not treat it very seriously, just like how i haven't treated my exams very seriously ever since i dunno when. n i really dun feel like thinking of answers to the questions they like to ask in interviews, those questions tt i have no answers to, n dun feel like saying things i dun even believe myself.

samsung series 5

yup tt's all tt's in my mind nowadays. i deserve to be slapped yes. i m not worried about not having a job, but now the only reason i want to get a job fast is because i said to myself i will only get a new laptop when i get a job. the moment someone offers me a job and i sign the contract, i'm going to get myself a new laptop. dun even talk about getting my first pay or starting work. something like getting an advance for my salary i guess?

am i a good team player?

nope. tho i always thought i m and always reply tt i m. but i guess i m not. and i cannot handle stress well. and i cannot stand ppl who thinks differently from me. and i always think i m right. and i can't talk well. and my thoughts are always disorganised. and i can't express myself properly so tt others understand me. i m just such a stupid person. and the whole world is deceived just because i can study well. but in a nutshell i m just an idiot.