15

"I'm 13 and I've never kissed a guy but all of my friends have and this song gives me hope that I might still be loved and that it's okay to start kissing and stuff just when you're ready"

this is top rated comment on Taylor Swift's MV for Fifteen. cultural difference at its best. then i realised the song and the even the title itself already shows it. i m glad i live in an Asian society. well..the world needs different people in order to be interesting.

i live a good life

not trying to be sarcastic, just trying to convince myself. like how those motivators always say, what you tell your mind your mind will think. positive thinking, always. yes my life may suck but there's always others who live a suckier life than me. yes i just spilled my sample and have to waste another 1 hour of my life waiting for the samples to run finish. yes i just deleted my finished run for the 2nd time in 2 days and have to waste yet another 1 hour of my life. yes i have to leave lab at 8pm instead of 6pm and miss my fren's birthday and have less time to write my thesis and risk not graduating. yes to all this, but my life is still good. because i m still able to be writing my blog here. and now i m back to singing in the lab, my best karaoke place.

sorry just finding some place to vent my frustrations because there's no one to tell and no one to understand