boom boom..

the world is really big..things that u dunno exist are happening everywhere..so many problems come from inventions and creations that ppl created for the benefit of ppl initially..humans are really problem seekers i mus say..anyway i solved my youtube blank screen problem by clearing my cache..and i was searching to learn abt how view counts in youtube work (cos i wanted to increase views counts of miinah obviously)..and they are like a million articles abt it..with one particularly heated discussion..apparently ppl use it for profit (related to advertisement and stuff) but i didn't really read it in detail..and i thought i wun get much result from that search!

anyway this is the suju week and i dun tink i can get any work done though i wan to and need to..my mind is telling me to do it but my heart is controlling me not to..so apparently my heart is the one controlling my actions,not my mind..which is ridiculous..i know i m crapping right now..

listening to (in my mind)(or heart?): Boom Boom by Super Junior

sorry sorry, but it's bonamana's time..

E.L.F.s are powerful!as expected,we did it!more than 1 million views in 2 days (which cld have been a lot more if there weren't others reuploading the video of course)..i m so proud of all of us!=D but let's not slack..cos that's jus the first step to beating gee..but i have faith in all of us!let's show the world who is the most popular in the kpop industry!muahaha..

i wanted to watch suju's comeback stage on music bank at 11.20pm (cos i had work so cld not watch the one at 4.50pm)..but i can't wait anymore..i tink i will jus watch on youtube..otherwise i might die of waiting and excitement..woohoo..let's create a typhoon in the kpop world now!

listening to: Miinah by Super Junior

miinah..

sry that i m spamming again but wat's the first thing i did when i reach home?on my com and press on SuJu's newest mv so that i can wait for it to load and then watch it 1 hour later..not kidding..my youtube these days are mad..30 seconds to load 2 seconds..i've loaded the video since 7.45pm and it hasn't finish loading..i m going to bathe first i think..

anyway just to leave a record again..170,000 views in 9 hours..we can do it man!if we keep up with this,we reach half a million in 1 day and a million in 2..that means we can beat Gee in a month!let's do it man!ok getting too excited again..

listening to (in my head): Miinah by Super Junior

miinah aka bonamana aka beauty?

i dun care what u wan to call it..main point is,the mv is out tml!when i m at work probably..i can't rmb the last time i was so excited about something..anyway this is the first time i m so mad about an idol..i thought i had betrayed on them by watching SHINee videos instead of theirs but their impending comeback really ignited the excitement fire in me (omg i can't believe i said that..pardon for my bad english and weird choice of expression)..i feel like the other E.L.F.s,camping in front of their computer just to wait for the mv to release (and some were saying it's already uploaded on SM's channel cos they logged in 7 hours ago..so someone shld hack it to get it haha)..i really love all those fan comments..it made my fandom experience in kpop more enjoyable,reading those hilarious comments and sometimes seemingly lame and stupid..but i can totally understand them..cos i m one of them!ah but i shld be sleeping now otherwise i will slp during work tml..and i haven't written my internship report (which i shld have done just now but i was too busy watching SuJu videos of EunTeuk and Heechul 'dancing' to bonamana on their radio show + reading SuJu articles + checking if they are stilling the trending topic + trial listening to boost their listeners' rates etc..

and another thing..there's this thing that ppl are saying,asking ppl not to reupload the videos because it reduces the no. of views at SM's channel..seriously..that was wat i was feeling too..y wld u wan to reupload a video and some more in a lower quality when there is one official one already?i cld only get 1 ans..they wan to boost their own videos' viewership ratings..so i tink the ppl shld concentrate more on asking ppl to watch on SM's channel rather than asking ppl not to upload..anyway those ppl who do reupload,if they are E.L.F.s,they are really insensible i mus say..i really thought their teaser will break 1 million by 3 days or something when i saw that the 1st 16 hours had like 250,000 viewers..but this was made impossible by the HUGE number of reuploads..the highest one even having 30,000++ viewers (currently)..i m really hoping that this wun happen for the mv tho i know it will anyway..i wan them to beat SNSD's gee no matter wat..argh!ok i shld stop whining and go to slp now..BONAMANA!

listening to: Bonamana by Super Junior

bonamana..

wanted to write a long entry about my first internship day but now i m too tired to do anything much..i just want to say that working life is sad..let's do some maths here..9.5 hours working hours,8 hours of sleep..so we are left with 6.5 hours..1 hour for getting to work,1 hour for coming home (and it is actually more than that actually,considering walking,waiting,traffic jam etc)..4.5 hours left..1 hour for getting up and breakfast etc,1 hour for bathing,1 hour for dinner..so we have 1.5 hour left..to do whatever you still have strength to do..and i wanted to exercise 1 hour everyday this hols..i dun tink that will be feasible anymore..but i need to gather some determination and will to do it anyway..starting from tml..hehe-_-

anyway we shldn't talk abt these things..cos the title is SuJu's new song that was just released today!i love the strength and power of E.L.F.s,bringing the song to like the most discussed thing on so many websites..and i m really quite surprised at the popularity of kpop idols in america also..are those who like them like Asians or the Caucasians?anyway ok out of point..i m currently playing it on repeat whether it is because i like the song or simply because i wan to support SuJu..the melody is not bad to be honest..but i dun like the 电音 part because i dun quite like loud and noisy music..and basically it covers what they are singing..the first time i heard it i could only identify siwon (1st part) and ryeowook's voice..then i read the comments and realised that the 3rd person singing is kyuhyun..totally horrified that i didn't recognise it because kyuhyun's voice is very recognisable usually,being so low and warm and soothing and blah blah..but the thing i want to say is that ryeowook's voice is outstanding (literally,in a good way)..i mean even the 电音 couldn't cover the uniqueness of his voice..i dun think there's anything in the world that can cover it..and wat's more exciting than that?he has a solo song in the album!and kyuhyun and yesung got a song together too..ok i m listening to those first no matter what..

anyway if u wan to show support to SuJu,pls go here and support them through trial listen..it helps in their rankings in various music shows..really happy that i can do something to show my support for them since i m relatively new to the kpop scene..currently i m repeatedly listening to the song on trial listening websites..the gd thing is u dun need to understand korean to do it because u jus have to press the song name to listen to it..just follow the instructions on the website i gave..i m seriously hoping the music bank episode shown in singapore kbs world is the live one from korean so that i can watch SuJu on TV (literally,and not jus on computer screen) for the first time..i've been waiting for that since the day i started liking them..currently still haven't caught them on TV (that is,on kbs world since that's the only korean channel in s'pore..o other than arirang tv that is)..only saw Lee Hyori and Rain on the last music bank episode..and Kara and Beast on Star goldren bell challenge..ok digressed again..no matter what i m watching music bank on TV on friday even if my bro kills me for not letting him watch his shows..i can't possibly miss the chance of watching their comeback on TV can I?i might kill myself for it..

ok i tink i m getting too excited abt it already..wrote a super long entry even though i said i m tired in the first sentence of the entry haha..anyway it has been 1 hour since i wrote that first sentence haha..(and i had been repeating bonamana for the past 1 hour)..

listening to: Bonamana by Super Junior

how do you get 250,000 views for your video in 16 hours? (part 2)

sry tt i have to write another entry so soon but now it's 280,000 already..that means in the past hour 30,000 ppl viewed it..of course i mean it will be less than that because some ppl (actually most) will be viewing it REPEATEDLY..then maybe some will need to refresh their browser like me because my internet sucks..ok but point is..this is mad!but it's gd!let all E.L.F.s work together towards pushing their new mv viewership rates to even higher than Sorry Sorry!i m not anti-snsd or wat but i dun like the fact that Sorry Sorry actually loses to Gee for that..how can it be!ok i m lame..

how do you get 250,000 views for your video in 16 hours?

by being Super Junior..because that is what they achieved for their new mv teaser..i dunno if that is considered normal in the kpop world or wat..but to me it is scary..and it is because it has been more than a year since their last album!ah can't wait for their new song..hope it's good..and hope there are nice ballads in the album with lots of kyuhyun and ryeowook too =D

added at 2.40am: i have to say embarassedly that i cannot differentiate some of them in the teaser though.i rmb once when i read a youtube comment saying,"if u can't even recognise each and every member of SuJu,don't say that u are their fan/u like them" or something along those lines..and that made me put in effort to recognise them and match their names to faces that is..haha to me at that time it was like 'wow' impossible cos i started knowing them thru SJM and that only had 5 members of SuJu..i cld recognise the 5 there but the others?i dun even know their names..after watching a lot of videos (plus rewatching and pausing at certain seconds) and scanning thru comments which are helpful in pointing out different members,i finally managed to it..the challenge was also that they changed style every other day -_- SM likes to do this to their artistes..recognising them in that particular style does not mean u can do so to when it comes to their another album style..and this is made worse by some members having similar features (those more pretty looking ones are harder to differentiate..unlike more manly ones)..

anyway i crapped too much..for this new miinah (still dunno what that means) teaser,at the final standing pose scene,i can't differentiate among leeteuk,heechul,sungmin,eunhyuk and donghae..wow that is like half the group..i get a rough idea of who is who..but not sure if it's correct..need more hints by studying the middle parts of the video and using their clothes to differentiate them..best way!

do it do it chu..

ok random title.it's cos currently f(x)'s chu melody is stuck in my head..esp tt line..anyway now there are a lot of things that i want to/need to do..

1) bathe/eat dinner/slp
my mother just repeated that again with a tone that u know u dun wan to mess with her..esp since i haven't slept for 30 hours (o just now on the bus i tink i slept for 20 min)..

2) learn korean
this long postponed thing needs to be caught up with and with more commitment..i tink one possible and probable big distraction is going to watch korean videos instead of learning the lang properly

3) do the shinee page
i really wanted to do it so much that i kept thinking abt it anywhere anytime..but this requires not only commitment but also hard work i guess..finding good videos of performances is hard..

4) clean up my room
since i haven't done that since last sem..i tink my mum will 'help' me with this (a.k.a throwing away 90% of my things away)..

5) read up on solar panels
so that i dun go to intern on monday without knowing what i m doing and then end up getting scolded..

anyway just now i went to watch 叶问2 with my frens..really weird cos i wasn't really that close to them and i was 1 of the only 2 girls there..it's a nice show though..and i m 'back-watching' 叶问 now (or i mean later..cos i really need to go bathe right after i write finish this)..i must say i m a bit of a 民族主义者 thx to my father and so it was 震撼人心 to watch all those parts where he won the angmoh (and for the 1st one is against japanese)..i must say i like 中国武术 more than those angmoh boxing stuff cos they are 轻巧 and emphasize more on skills and speed rather than power..dunno whether it's cos i m a chinese that i m biased (probably anyway haha)..and like 叶问 said..we got our values like humility and respect that is er..more rare in the western world?..not trying to 贬低 anybody here but i m just saying i m proud to be a chinese and i like chinese having all those traditional values (though they may be bother sometimes haha) and i can't understand y some young chinese dun like it and hate being chinese for it..

ok too long and digressed..

listening to (in my head): Chu by f(x)

another 5 hours..

and it will be the end of exams..i finally finished writing my helpsheet..decided to start on my untouched tutorials now..probably not going to slp..jus like last year (year 1 sem 2) when i was in hall..i just studied till the last min then went to exam hall (abt 2min walk away from my hall) and i left early for that exam and went back to slp (cos tt day i had another paper in evening)..in hall no parents to regulate so i cld stay up without feeling anxious or wat..

but anyway i m feeling super awake now..as always..everytime i stay up overnight i feel awake..but i know i will die later in the afternoon..anyway i dunno this is the how many times i m saying it on my blog..but i m SO dead for this exam..cos i m crapping here when i have only 1 hour left to START my tutorials and i only understood 30% of wat i read (lecture notes) just now and probably rmb like 10% of it only?and i didn't read what the lecturer told us specifically to read..which means it is going to come up in any case..so good luck to me again..will come back when i finish..to celebrate end of exams and to grieve for end of my life..

listening to: 就站在这里 by 小宇 on radio

this has been a sem of lack of self-discipline..

first time i use a whole sentence as title..but that is how i feel like now..i quite 佩服 myself now for my 自大ness..i m left with 5.5 hours to exam and i just started writing the cheat sheet and i m still doing random things like writing on my blog..without a reasonable amt of worriedness at all..how can i be so calm when i haven't done my tutorial for the whole sem for this upcoming module?(not tt i have done any for other modules)..anyway it's back to writing cheat sheet if i wan to finish it before exam time..good luck to me..

listening to: 大人的世界 by BY2 on radio (i tink tt's the title if i m not wrong)

BABY, WHY do u make me CRAZY..

tml is last day of exams!anyway the title is composed of some of the english words from Ring Ding Dong..initially i find it lame that nowadays kpop songs always have some random english words popping up from nowhere..and it is still lame to me now anyway..but i m happy since it provides me with at least a few words which i m able to sing accurately in the song..ok this is a super lame reason..but i m jus crapping now and i shldn't cos i m so super dead for the exam tml..i guess this is a sleepless night again..

ring digi ding digi ding digi ding ding ding..

listening to (in my head): Ring Ding Dong by SHINee

another slack day..

i feel like determination is left with 0 nowadays..since i got to know kpop..ok but i m not blaming them or wat (hope it doesn't show in my tone that i m actually hehe =p)..it's my own fault and my own inability to self-discipline..but anyway i jus spent my whole evening and night and morning(?) watching videos again..the exploration of human body (SuJu's variety show) episode featuring DBSK..hilariously entertaining..i have never watched shows with DBSK in it..only just started listening to some of their songs..so i dunno their potential for being funny and lame..but knowing SuJu and SHINee so well and seeing their funny sides so much,i believe DBSK can't be an exception,being their most respected sunbaes from the same company..haha..i tink that's the way SM promotes their artistes too..letting them appear in variety shows to show their usual side which is different from when they are on stage..

anyway i have crapped too much..i wanted to say i will be starting a SHINee page thing on my livejournal blog (i m that mad about them now-_- dunno how long it will last though) so i may be neglecting this one for a while..this one is still for life's random things (as can be seen from the tag) a.k.a daily life grumblings..the entertainment stuff i will leave for the other blog..

listening to: Bolero by DBSK

p.s. recently i have been mad about this song..not just listening but singing also..and it being in japanese instead of korean makes it easier for me to sing (while reasonably understanding wat i m singing as well)..i replayed the song for the middle english climax part so many times (whether on com or ipod or on youtube for the video)..especially yunho and changmin's parts of 'i stand by your side' and 'ah...'..that i currently have both of their faces and expressions during those parts imprinted in my mind..not kidding man..and this is such a long p.s. note -_-