yup that's what i m.cause i just sent a reply to a resident and wrote her name wrongly.how great is that?she is surely thinking that we send out a standard template for the reply since her question is what so many ppl wld have asked also.i really hope she wldn't send back a reply and question me for it.i really dunno what excuse i can come up with to reply her.or maybe i shld say the truth?i just got confused cos i had to reply 3 residents' feedback in 1 day.best thing was, 2 of them had the same christian name, 2 of them had the same surname, all of them live within 10 minutes' walk from one another and 2 of them live within 100m from each other.how great is that?
but all these reasons are probably just excuses in my boss's eye.i just hope he wld nv get to know of this mistake,otherwise i m really in deep shit.
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Monday, October 21, 2013
workaholic
that is totally not a word to describe me, even if i stay in office until 10/11pm everyday. from wikipedia, workaholic is a person who is addicted to work. which i m totally not. though i can agree with the next sentence in wiki. i feel compelled to work. cause i m so inefficient and detailed and stupid, i can't help but stay late to do work. when i bring home my work laptop over the weekends, i dun even touch my laptop at all, cause i dun like to work, and home has too many distractions, which is y i can only stay in office if i want to get work done.
i m feeling so stressed and pressed and stretched n i get headaches when i think of my work, and my boss who monitors me so tightly. i dunno how long i can stand this, but i know i have nowhere else to go. it took me long to get this job, and there's nowhere else tt wld want me anyway. i broke down countless times, sitting in my work cubicle. i feel helpless but no one can help me except myself. the only way for me to release my stress is finish my endless work, and no one can help me finish it except myself. yet i know my work can never end even if i continue staying late everyday. this bottomless hole is sucking me deeper and deeper into it. wonder if i will just break into pieces one day. countless times i kept hoping a car can come crashing into me when i cross the road, then all this will end. cause anyway there's really not much reason i m living on this world for. i m not doing something i like, i m not responsible for anyone's life, my weekly routine is just eat sleep work watch drama play games and nothing else.
i wonder how many others in this world is living a life like me. not doing a job they like. not knowing what their reason for living is. perhaps many. perhaps this is a first world problem, because we r well fed and live peacefully, so we want much more in life than that. we become greedy.
i guess before anything big happens in my life, i just have to continue doing my work and hope that i finish faster than it comes in. life is just like tt isn't it?
i m feeling so stressed and pressed and stretched n i get headaches when i think of my work, and my boss who monitors me so tightly. i dunno how long i can stand this, but i know i have nowhere else to go. it took me long to get this job, and there's nowhere else tt wld want me anyway. i broke down countless times, sitting in my work cubicle. i feel helpless but no one can help me except myself. the only way for me to release my stress is finish my endless work, and no one can help me finish it except myself. yet i know my work can never end even if i continue staying late everyday. this bottomless hole is sucking me deeper and deeper into it. wonder if i will just break into pieces one day. countless times i kept hoping a car can come crashing into me when i cross the road, then all this will end. cause anyway there's really not much reason i m living on this world for. i m not doing something i like, i m not responsible for anyone's life, my weekly routine is just eat sleep work watch drama play games and nothing else.
i wonder how many others in this world is living a life like me. not doing a job they like. not knowing what their reason for living is. perhaps many. perhaps this is a first world problem, because we r well fed and live peacefully, so we want much more in life than that. we become greedy.
i guess before anything big happens in my life, i just have to continue doing my work and hope that i finish faster than it comes in. life is just like tt isn't it?
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