resolutions..again..

i have made..no..tried to make numerous resolutions but none turn out to be successful..n the least successful ones were those made recently..as i get older,i stick less to the resolutions i make..

i'm going to make some more now..i dunno if i can succeed..i dun dare to promise..but i'm afraid tt it is due to this lack of determination to promise tt i can keep to my resolutions tt prevent me from keeping them..but 'A's is juz a moment away n i've got no time to lose n no time to doubt my own ability..or inability..

1)stop damaging myself in ways only i noe..stop tinking tt it is the last time tt i will do it because it will never,,

2)no more shows from now till 'A's end..for real now..except the last 2 episodes of hanakimi of course..hehe..

3)no more other stuff..the less u noe the happier u'll be..the less u get the less chance u will be caught..(this is one which i m not sure tt i can fulfill,but i will have to try..keep my focus..focus..focus..)

4)shorter bathing times pls..drink more water..eat more fruits..and u will be happy..all these are linked together..

谁把任意门借给我...

这样我就可以随心所欲，做我想做的事情，成为我想成为的人。

abt 3 hours later in japan,hanakimi epi 11 will show!the 2nd last episode already..really excited..meanwhile my revision for my prelims is getting nowhere..tml is maths so still ok..the day after is chem..die..haven't touch yet..have to rely on my short term memory again..

listening to: 不会爱 by 飞轮海

只要相信，就会看见幸福绿光！

i was about to start watching the 9th episode of hanakimi online when i decided to try again the website to find the nice quality video..i have tried every few hours for the past week..thinking maybe the person haven't subtitled it..i waited patiently until today..today in japan the 10th epi is out..i thought maybe the website had no use anymore..no more from there..but it came out!juz when i was abt to watch on veoh!..no wonder the youtube person got suspended..cos it is fated tt i watch the better one..

ok so i m going to bathe now so tt i can enjoy the video later..i have always believed in believing n today my believe is confirmed yet again by firm evidence..ok..

i juz found from online that the time in Japan is 1 hour after Singapore..so about 40 min from now..in Japan..the 10th episode is out n more ppl will be pining for more..and the nice translator person will help the thousands of chinese hanakimi fans translate the words so tt they can watch this fantastic drama..thx a lot!

i m in love with this drama!and the songs too..nice!

listening to: ikenai taiyo by orange range

time passes fast..

one second i still cld watch ep 9 of hanakimi..and the nxt second i can't cos tt person's account was suspended..btw i juz found another website http://www.veoh.com/ where there r nice dramas to watch..n mmm..shld i say it is better than youtube?..ok but i muz acknowledge tt youtube has more videos since it is more popular n more widely known..

anyway another person has recently juz got the place of ikemen in my heart..btw it means 帅哥 in jap..watched hanazakari no kimitachi e..the jap version i mean..better than taiwan version i tink..

after watching both the jap and taiwan versions of hana yori dango(流星花园) and hanazakari no kimitachi e(花样少年少女) , i muz say tt japanese has different way of shooting dramas compared to taiwanese..台湾偶像剧 are funny..but sometimes in a superficial way and u get tired of it..maybe i m being unfair to taiwan dramas because i watch too much of them and get used to their way of telling jokes..n thus find the jap way fresher and funnier..

o ya i juz realised i forgot to say who is tt ikemen..Ikuta Toma 生田斗真..he's really cute..he act as Nakatsu Shuichi 中津秀一 in the show..the role that 汪东城 acted in the taiwan version..both of them r equally cute i muz say..but Ikuta is a bit more 帅 than Jiro..haha he's really cute in the show..and acts really well..juz now my fren showed me a video where there are pictures of him when he was 13 yrs old..haha so cute..esp the 老土 hairstyle..haha..