recently i feel like a useless person, i feel like i shldn't be living in this world. the only thing i m good at is useless in this society, the things i m not gd at are so impt for living in this society, but i can nv learn them. i m so useless i can't even talk properly to ppl much younger than me. i can't let anyone feel confident in me. of course, how can i make ppl confident of me when i myself m not confident with myself. until the day tt i find someone who is willing to believe in me and pick me up, i guess i will just continue living like rubbish now..