yup that is my life. still struggling to concentrate on 'studying' for my technical interview tomorrow. i need to treat it like an exam, because it actually is. an exam that decides my life forward. an exam that i want to pass. i have not cared about exams much when i was a student. i mean i studied for them, but i didn't get nervous or felt like it was a make or break. but this time it does feels like that. the feeling that i dunno what i will get in the exam, having a high probability that i will break down during and after it. i m already breaking down now by dreading what is to come. but what i can i do? other than ploughing through life and facing everything head-on. just tell myself, so what even if i fail it? it's not like i will die..yeah right..
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