I should be too cold and too tired to type. I have felt alone when travelling alone in Asian countries. Now I realise the importance of blending in to me. I don't like to be different and get the weird stares and negative treatment from others. I feel like an alien. Maybe others don't view me as that and I m thinking too much of something but it doesn't matter. I don't like that feeling. And I don't like the cold. How do people get motivation to even get out of their room when outside is so cold? I just feel like hibernating.
I am far from going back but I want to count down to it. But I know I shouldn't because it will just make it worse when I see that I m so far and so long away from home. I want the warmth of my country, the familiarity of language and the mundane life I have been having. I can live everyday the same.
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