sigh..

i wanted to write this entry without knowing what i want to write..and subconsciously i wrote that title..when i realised what i type i was a bit surprised..it jus left my fingertips like tt..i m not especially sad or upset or wat..and i tink maybe i shld..because tml is my first paper for year 2 sem 2 exams..and i still have 99% to study..i keep on thinking i have studied a lot (which is true when compared to what i have done for the rest of the sem..which was practically nothing..with choir before week 8 and projects after that) when actually i have NOT..i tink the info cramping will need to continue and i dun tink it will be effective..even as i m typing this now i m dead..

it is the first time i throw away my notes before exams..not tt i have any use for them or tt i read them at all..anyway how do u study for english?-_-..ok i shldn't call it english unless my teacher wants to correct me (i tink i shld stop calling my teachers teachers since i m in uni now..but i can't stop myself from calling them that since i have done tt for the past 15 years of my life)..i shld call it "critically thinking and writing" since that is the module name anyway..yup so how can u study to think critically?ok but i tink to them u NEED to study to write critically in the way that they want you to write..i think i cannot survive in this society cos my brain is full of sh*t (i need to strike that out because i m not supposed to use vulgar even if i did not spell it out directly *slaps myself*)..and i tink i have said that in a past entry or something cos it feels like deja vu (*goes to find exact way of writing "deja vu"*)..

listening to: 改变自己 by 王力宏 on radio

p.s. exactly the song i need man -_- 改变自己