that i m angry and couldn't care more now..i dun care if i m seen as a lazy and irresponsible person or wat..normally i wld care..i m those kind of strange(or rebellious?) person who feel happy doing things that ppl dun expect out of me..but if suddenly someone wants me to do that i will not want to do it..even if initially i was happy doing it..i wan to do things not under any pressure..not under anyone's expectations..i wan to feel that wat i do is appreciated and not my just my responsibility..when it becomes a responsibility no one appreciates wat u do anymore..they only know how to blame u if u dun do it but not thank you when u do it..i guess that's y i hate ppl telling me to do certain things tho i know i have to do it..
i hate being 指使 to do what u wan me to do..and u saying it as though i have done nothing for the project..and saying it not directly but sarcastically..thx man..our friendship is quite gone now..not that i feel sorry or sad for it..
listening to (in my head): Because of you by JongHyun and Onew
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