Sunday, January 03, 2010

it's gotta be me..

the 4th post in 3 days.i think i m like going mad or something.everytime i like something i go into a crazy mode when i can't get it off my mind and whatever i do it will stay with me.most of the time it is dramas.the more mad ones i can rmb are like 仙剑奇侠传 and 恶作剧之吻。i can rmb thinking abt them thru lessons and immersing myself in the mood of that particular episode i stopped at(and most of the time it is the sad moods that affect me).so i will be sad like for the whole day.i rmb crying on a bus while listening to 仙剑奇侠传 ost cos i was totally immersed in the scenes while listening to the familiar background music.looks totally like an idiot to others and ppl might think i jus broke up with my boyfren or something.

ok i realised i haven't gone to the main topic after that long intro.ok,so the main topic is...

I AM IN LOVE WITH 韩庚 now!i feel like i m going bonkas or something.and it's not gd because sch is going to reopen in 1 week's time and i have no time to love him if i wan to not fail my next exams.jus now i was shopping with my fren and i keep on imagining the clothes being worn by him,thinking "ok this suits him..mmm..this doesn't..."is this a sign of going bonkas?anyway i need to end this soon so that i can go and bathe so that i can eat my dinner so that i can quickly come and spam on his videos again because time is precious..not much time left for this week..i need to see him so that i won't go bonkas..but after i see more of him i get bonkas more easily..shit this is like a vicious cycle..ok i shld stop crapping..

listening to(in my head): 迷(me) by Super Junior M

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