the 3rd week of sch is going to start..it seems like it has become a habit for me to come here on a sunday night..real sch work only starts this week but i already feel like i m going to die under the work..it is actually better than last sem(i tink)..i think last sem was stressful and ruined by my hydraulics module(which killed a lot of other students too)..i was constantly anxious because i cannot understand a thing at lecture and did not do a single tutorial and had to copy all my assignments from others..for this sem,at least it is something related to environment but i think it is cause the hard calculations and thinking part haven't come in yet..
it feels so hard to live in this society..everyone is asking us to think and analyse things CRITICALLY and have a mind of your own and look at things from various points of view and be innovative with problem-solving etc..i hate all these big words..it's not like i dun wan to think critically and come up with creative solutions but i just can't..i simply hate the feeling of killing my brain cells..and being a little perfectionistic(in some areas only) doesn't help at all..i feel like killing myself..
listening to: some weird but nice song by 王菲 on the radio
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