maybe i m too used to being "优秀" in the eyes of others (or maybe i m thinking too much? but definitely above average), at least in terms of attitude, so i am shocked when i m treated as one with attitude problems. i agree that how i handled things here would make them see me like this, and i can't control it. i can't fake my respect to ppl whom i dun respect. i m not saying it is a strength, but i can't not be honest when i m pissed off at ppl. i can tell white lies to ppl i like and care for, but to ppl whom i dun, who cares what they think. that's y i can't survive in this society, and that's y i need to find a job where i dun need to interact with ppl, but this job doesn't exist?
anyway, since the ppl here find me below average and not nice to work with, i shall find somewhere else where i m treasured. saves the pain to them and me right? 勉强是没有幸福的。y hog the place when everyone feels unhappy? we all should have 开阔的视野。leaving is not a bad thing, 放开手才能去握住下一个幸福。 i sincerely hope they find someone who can work like how they want him/her to, and that person feels happy here too. 我给你最后的疼爱是手放开..gradually becoming a karaoke session here..
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