it's all in the mind..

..or so i hope. having just eaten bread and banana and grapes and energy bar for the whole day, i m not in the right state of mind now. i dun even know what i want to do anymore. i want to eat nice stuff but i m too lazy to go out (and who wants to go out in the cold). i still have lots of lesson stuff to catch up by tomorrow 9.45am. i still have that parcel i didn't manage to get from DHL for some reason that might get sent to some faraway place for me to collect if i m not lucky (and most probably i m not lucky). gotta stop thinking inevitable stuff and get back to work. and trying to ignore my stomach's calling.