I first time understand the meaning of this sentence. i guess this is one of the most, if not the most, stressed period of my life. of course there were other stressed times (like thesis writing which was hell), but i dunno y but this time the stress caused me to be sick. i dun have appetite and i had fever and diarrhoea (n i typed this so many times on my phone tt now i know how to spell it correctly). i feel hungry but i can't eat anything cause my stomach keep having tt weird feeling of butterflies in it.
worst thing is, i dunno exactly what i m so stressed of. i m afraid the HOD will suddenly step into the class and realise how bad a teacher i m, afraid she will see me unable to answer the students' questions. afraid the other teacher will keep trying to help me when she sees the students dun understand what i m saying. afraid the students will see me as a useless teacher. afraid they dun respect me as a teacher (tho i dun really care actually). afraid i cannot help them.
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