when will all this end?

will it even end? i m about to 崩溃 already.for 2 consecutive days i have cried out loud in lab,with nobody around and i dun even know how to start explaining what i have been through these few days.nobody can help me too.how can anybody else understand what u have been thru if they have not been thru it.we r already running out of time n i have done nothing.i have done nothing not because i have nothing,i have done so much already,but none are useful,i really feel so tired and feel like abandoning all this.what does she know?she thinks we haven't tried hard enough,but what does she know?maybe she have been through it before,but does that give her the right to make us go through the same thing?

my only consolation now is listening to super junior's songs,listening to their voices,the voices i m even more familiar with than my frens,the voices that are so soothing,telling me everything is going to be fine.yesterday when i was bawling my heart out,i heard the line in 'snow white' (their japanese song),'baby don't cry, it's all right now' and cried even more.yeah maybe all this torture now will turn out to be just an insignificant part of my life in future,something to laugh at when i look back.just like how they have gone through so much,maybe they have lost a lot,but they have gained much too..i guess i shld be strong like them..