i went to my yahoo mail and saw a folder i labelled 'letters'..it was during sec 3 and 4..i exchanged emails with my pri sch fren (a guy) because of 机缘巧合..and this went on for 2 yrs..as i look thru the numerous mails,i realised tt i've totally forgot abt this experience of saying so many things to a guy..if i haven't left the mails and kept them (though only half of it i tink),i wld have totally forgotten of this special memory..
today,this guy n i r in the same sch..but we behave as if we dunno each other..even during pri sch gatherings..i dunno when we started to become like this because we had been such close pen-pals..we shared our true feelings and experiences..i really regret not keeping this frenship because of my own shyness and 'daoness'..argh..but i dun have the courage to walk up to him n apologise for this and tell him tt i wish to cont this frenship..this is simply too diff for a girl to say and it may look like i like him..moreover,i dunno how he has changed this 2 yrs..maybe he has forgotten abt this pen-pal thing too and have no wish to cont this 若有似无的 frenship..
neglected my blogger blog for so long because i was using livejournal blog..changed back because it doesn't allow me to put up unlimited no. of links..旧爱还是最美..
listening to: 布衣神相's 主题曲
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