欣赏 ≠ 喜欢

i finally understand what 齐悦 said to 源伊 in 恶魔在身边. she said "对不起，我把对你的迷恋当成喜欢，害你受到伤害." tt time i was tinking wat is the diff btw 迷恋 and 喜欢?its the same thing isn't it?but now i understand the diff.or at least i tink i do.

i had thought i liked him,n i had liked him for the past 1 and 3 months.he's really the nicest guy 1 can ever meet.but i guess i juz admire him.欣赏 that is.he's a total gentleman,he's very easy-going,he's can be serious when he needs to be,he has a lot of moral qualities and characteristics tt youths nowadays dun have. e.g. the imptance of enduring pain and hardwork to gain what u want to gain n gain more than others.he has passion for music and i bet u noe tt a serious guy is most attractive.i really can't find any fault in him except maybe tt he doesn't pass up work on time.but i dun blame him cos he's so into music he doesn't have much time for other things,n someone who's so free like me also can't finish work on time always.but he noes how to focus himself.during test period he is able to concentrate on studying n spend all his effort on it.

anyway i juz got to noe yesterday tt he has a girlfren.actually i sort of noe it already but yesterday someone told me the whole thing and the name of the girl and a brief account of how they met etc. tt girl's got the same passion as him n i guess tt's y they can get along well.i expected tt his girlfren wld be something along this line cos with his passion for music it wld be weird tt his girlfren dunno anything abt music.

anyway i wasn't jealous.i wasn't angry.i wasn't sad.n now i noe what is the diff btw 欣赏 and 喜欢. liking means u wld like to be with the person and spend all ur time with him or her.admiring means u tink tt he or she has lots of desirable qualities tt u urself wld like to have,but u dun need to be with person to feel happy.personally,i dun care even if he dun bother abt me or hate me or wat.as long as i can watch him without being realised and get to understand him more and find out more of his gd qualities,i m happy already.cos him disliking me doesn't mean i can't like him..i mean admire.. =P

listening to: 飘着 by 孙燕姿